note to sel(ves)

esaulives:

your story is not stupid

if someone tells you it is

he or she is stupid.

YES!!!

We do not believe in ourselves until someone reveals that deep inside us something is valuable, worth listening to, worthy of our trust, sacred to our touch. Once we believe in ourselves we can risk curiosity, wonder, spontaneous delight or any experience that reveals the human spirit.
e.e. cummings (via ryandonato)

(via quotefullness)

All night I carpenter

A space for the thing I am given,
A love

Of two wet eyes and a screech.

Sylvia Plath, from “Thalidomide” (via violentwavesofemotion)

(via learningfromthehands)

Morning freewrite

Pillow my thoughts of her
so I can Sandman in the night.
I home for her.
My spirit Big Bad Wolfs these straws of logic
which Three Men in a Tub me in my stormy ocean.
I’ve Little Bo Peep my feelings to her
and my heart London Bridges over and over
thinking how I missed my chance with her.

Impromptu Collab

So the homie, Nate Lyle Cedilla, makes the poem his own, so dope!!!  He just asked if he could run with it and I told him go for it, and then this happened.  =D


The children checkerboard their lives
until they became Kings and Queens.

And as they saw the pieces fall,
They understood the truth:
Royalty, with its power and glory,
is loneliest
without a kingdom under rule.

Their lives had turned
to a ticking clock,
that watched them grow old and worn.

No king is a king without his people,
an audience to behold.
Queens, will you weep
as your throne now topples to the floor?

Checkerboards may have brought you here,
but forever will you stay
such cruel ends to your lives
due to the games you play.

The children checkerboard their lives
until they became Kings and Queens.
was trying to figure how to put this into a poem but figure I leave it a lone and let it be a poem
Depression is when you have lots of love, but no one’s taking.
Douglas Coupland (via arpeggia)
I’m looking for the face I had before the world was made.
Yeats: The winding stair (via scheggine)

(via quotefullness)

I don’t know Sam Sax personally, only met him a couple of times through mutual friends.  Seen him perform a couple of times and he certainly has an amazing presence when he reads.  Came across this video today which is gut-wrenchingly good.

late night freewrite

Been itching to make a villain series.  Tonight seem like a good night to start it.  Here goes the first one.

Megatron

You claim for peace.
As if such harmonious facade
would magically appear by merely wishing for it.
Protect the weak?
Were we not granted great power?
Were we not born to do great things?
There is no legacy in maintaining order.
Legacy is written about those who seized order,
who shaped worlds by the strength of their will,
who conquered and ruled universes into their image.
How will helping feeble minded life forms help me?
They have nothing to offer that I want
and should they have something I will take.
Let them stop me … they will fail.
I am not a monster.
If all get out of my way
and let me do as I please
there will be no trouble to be made.
Afterwards we can even play out this peace everyone speaks of.
Yet, many feel a need to oppose me.
Am I not suppose to be angered by this?
Am I suppose to let simple weaklings tell me what to do?
No.
They will taste my vengeance.
Their feeble bodies
will have the honor of being disintegrated
by my force, my power.
I am followed because I am feared
I am followed because they understand my strength
I am followed because I will lead them to greatness.
This body was built to destroy
so that this mind could build the galaxy I’m destine to make.
Why should I deny my gifts?
For the sake of harmony?
I am creating harmony by bringing order,
an order where those with power
have the honor of ruling the weak.
Do you not see this fusion cannon?
Is it not a thing of great wonder?
This is my reminder of whom I am.
I am designed to utilize
the potential of this instrument,
to push it to its limits and even beyond it
because it demands I give it that respect.
I am a fighter, a warrior, a leader
and as such I will embrace it,
I will seize it,
I will rule with it.
No one shall deny me what shall be mine.

We are caged by our cultural programming. Culture is a mass hallucination, and when you step outside of the mass hallucination you see it for what it is worth.
(via sublimesea)

(via quotefullness)

There’s a stereotype that black people are lazy. I don’t know if that’s true, but I know white people went all the way to Africa to get out of doing work.

Lance Crouther

(via missgreyday)

oh damn

(via fuckyeahradicalquotes)

I tried to move my mind there and nowhere else and imagine a single detail that, if I didn’t see it that weekend, I never would; tried to make out a deer’s eye in the leaves, tried to pick up a single stone. The world is easily lost.
James Dickey | Deliverance (via blogut)

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